I used to spend my nights loving you, mixed up in feelings of desire and heartache. Now, I spend my nights trying to lose you in the mouths of strangers and the words that come from them. I’ve watched days, and months, and almost years pass by, hoping to lose you somewhere in the distance, but you’re never far behind.
Do stuff. Be clenched, curious. Not waiting for inspiration’s shove or society’s kiss on your forehead. Pay attention. It’s all about paying attention. Attention is vitality. It connects you with others. It makes you eager. Stay eager.